Boyfriend #2

I never thought that I would understand why a woman would cheat. I mean I see gorgeous girls turn away gorgeous guys at the clubs all the time. When I'm with someone all I can think about is being with that person or seeing that person and all the boys in my phone seem to disappear. As long as we are getting love and affection from the man we love aren't we in it til the end?

When that Boyfriend #2 song by PleasureP came out I was dead set on the fact that if a woman has to cheat on her man she will eventually leave him. That there was no such thing as Boyfriend #2. That only MEN did dirty rotten things like that--until recently. I met this wonderful guy, so nice and sweet. He was funny, talented, ambitious and had a gorgeous dog. He cooked for me and said all the right things--you know what I mean ladies--the kinda guy that makes you say "awwww" after everything, the kinda guy that holds you just right so you melt right into him, the kinda guy who treats you like you hung the moon--I mean we just vibed. I thought I finally had a sigh of relief to let loose.

Then came time for the "love game" if you know what I mean. And he STRUCK OUT! Bless his heart he struck out. I literally was rolling my eyes--I know that's awful but I could not wait for the clock to run out on this one. Of course, I never let him feel like less than a man because I would never want anyone to make me feel like that but DAYUM. Now I'm not sure what to do. I love the way he makes me feel but he doesn't give me somethin I can feel...

In conclusion--just between us girls--I like his company but I'm a woman with needs. It's always the ones you find out have girlfriends or the ones you find out are slutty that seem to get the job done. Maybe it's because they have more practice? In this day of disease, (of course no woman should be without protection--carry condoms ladies) the idea of a Boyfriend #2 is kinda gross and I grew up a good girl waiting for marriage so I'm trained to be a one man woman but REALLY? What's a girl to do?

Stay beautiful inside and out!